- If I let myself admit it, I feel pressured.
- If I let myself admit it, I think the wedding will be fine but I want to protect myself from previous crap. My family thinks they’re not accountable for the past, and that’s not only hypocritical, it’s also reasoning popular with criminals on death row.
- If I let myself know it, I suspect some people really are jealous of me and that’s why “oversights” happen. I know, “never attribute to malice…” but that’s dismissive and rude in and of itself. There’s a real problem here with some local attitudes I’m encountering. Not among friends, but among colleagues in the local craft community.
- If I let myself enjoy it, I am really starting to taste some real success by getting my personal message through to people who might not otherwise receive them.